Hall / Gray

Täna on jälle hall. Eile olid soojakraadid ja lumi sulas sahinal, päikest oli saadaval laias valikus erinevates sulaveteloikudes, linnud olid ärevil, inimesed võtsid aega, et päikest põsele lasta. Sillerdavad jäätükid kõlisesid õrnalt ja ujusid piki Spreed kevade poole. Ega ma muidu ei räägiks, aga kuna täna on jälle hall, siis. Aga muidu, tunne on täiesti teine. Siin see kevad tuleb ju varem ka, pole kahtlustki, et nüüd on valgem, soojem ja kõvasti lootusrikkam.

Jaanuari ilm oli hall, aga elu jaanuaris oli eriti kirju. Nii palju muutusi, lahtirebimisi, kokkusaamisi, paikapanemisi, enda tõe väljakaevamisi. Enda tõde on ikka ainult enda tõde ja see tuleb väja kaevata, muidu läheb kõik lõpuks viltu.

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A gray today again. Yesterday there were warm degrees and the snow was melting susurringly, the sun was found in a large variation of puddles, the birds were anxious, people took time to let the sun shine on their cheek. Iridescent ice clanked gently and swam along the Spree towards Spring. I wouldn´t be talking this, but since today is gray again, that´s why. Anyway, the feeling is completely different. Spring here comes earlier too, there is no doubt that from now on, it is lighter, warmer and a whole lot more hopeful.

The weather in January was gray, but life in January was especially motley. So many changes, tear-aways, get-togethers, firm-ups, digging out your own truth. Own truth is always just your own truth and it must be dug out, or else everything will go wrong in the end.

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January 29, 2013 Berlin